Monday, August 31, 2009
Saturday, August 08, 2009
Gone, Baby, Gone
The empty house has a different empty feeling than when Big Guy has just gone to visit his dad. These 3.5 weeks away from him are the longest I will have ever not seen him--must get that web cam working. Even when I left I still picked him up from school almost every day. I've never gone more than 8 days without seeing him. My heart is broken.
Saturday, August 01, 2009
And He Changes His Mind
Big Guy is going to California after all. He was afraid his dad and brothers would make him change his mind (so was I) and they did. It's sad that his brothers want him to move three states away rather than be with me. I've never felt so hated before. I hope the big brothers miss Big Guy more than they ever imagined.